While I work mostly with bereaved parents and siblings, what I know is that every person on Earth is or will be bereaved at some point.
That includes students.
I meet a student or two every once-in-awhile who really gets it. I don't always know why he or she gets it in such a big way- at least at first. But nearly always, what I later learn is that there is a story of deep loss behind the curtain of his or her life.
I'd like to share a truly profound story from a former student who opened her heart to me in a big way, and both she and her father Benjamin, gave me a tremendous gift of shared sadness, compassion, and gratitude.
This student's grandmother lost three of her six children, one was the student's father, Benjamin.
But, the grieving mother/grandmother did not speak of her children who died. No one spoke of them. It was forbidden, kept "secret", in "hiding... or lying through omission". These were secrets for which the student said the entire family now "pays the price".
So, for her own 28th birthday, the student generously asked for donations to the MISS Foundation in lieu of gifts in honor of her father, Benjamin, his two siblings who died, and their grieving mother, her grandmother.
She wrote her story and sent it to me in word-pictures:
In the words of that grieving little girl who became my student many years later:
to talk about what happened to him and made it okay to talk about him with me.
The work of the MISS Foundation opened up my own family's hearts
and reminded them to have a bit more compassion for others,
maybe even to reach back into the past and understand a little more of our own history.
And that it is okay to take out those emotions and stories and sit with them awhile.
So in sum, I'd also like to say thank you, because I think it's a gift to feel truly connected to your past and to your loved ones, even the ones you think you lost... It was thru my work with MISS Foundation that I more completely understood how my grandmother must have suffered."
I cried with her when I read her email. I cried for the little girl who lost her father. I cried for the woman who lost her son. And I cried for Benjamin, a man who would never get to see his little girl grow up to be the beautiful and breathtaking human being she has become. The fullness of love is abundant in her.
Thank you student-teacher. You know who you are. Thank you. I bow to your beauty and your pain.